My life sucks....

So I did email my T back, and I was interpreting her email wrong. She gave me lots of reassurance.

Then today, my grandma-in-law was taken to the hospital. They thought she had pneumonia. Turns out her chronic pain due to arthritis caused high blood pressure which mimiced flu and pneumonia symptoms. But still, for 5 hours I was truly worried we were going to lose her.

Then my mom was supposed to pick me up and take me to a charm party at my sister's house (like a candle party but instead charm bracelets). We were going to be late because my mom had to work, but we were still supposed to go. I texted her asking her when she was going to pick me up, and she then told me that she had decided to not take me. I asked her to come over to spend time with me, that I needed her. She told me she couldn't because she was going to the casino with my step-dad.

And on top of all that, I think with all these thoughts and depression, I forgot to feed my dogs breakfast! I never forget my dogs... I have always remembered their food, water, medications, vet appts.

I'm such a failure.