This time three years ago in 2011 I was assaulted by bloke on my last day of work and a result I have been very shook up and I sank into depression and also developed pstd as result of what happened. For a few months after it happened I didn't contact my friends deliberately and throughout the years I sank further. I couldn't go out of the door, scared of everyone and wouldn't even send an email or text just could cope with things, at the same I lost my place at uni.

Then finally I did contact them and we met up once a twice a year but nothing special. They are aware of what happened when I finally told them but their reaction was kinda "okay" and we exchanged a few messages and nothing happened. Fast forward to 2014, they haven't bothered contacting me and when they have bothered I have been to unwell to go out or they haven't turned up when I expected them to. What shall I do? Should I give up on the people who have known all my life or give them one more chance

I have texted them thousand times and called them but nothing really sparks up?

In the past if something happened to them I would be the first time round there but they haven't be there for me.