I have put on some weight which I guess is good but I feel so bad and guilty... I need to put on a bit more to be a "healthy weight" according to my dad but I don't want to... If I don't he will start watching what I eat but I feel it's my body and I'll do what I want with it... He doesn't understand me... Do I put on the rest or do I stay my weight now which emotionally I want to do but I don't know if physically it is healthy...