(((layla)) I am so sorry, that is just horrible, such a shock to anyone who experiences a loss, but especially such a sudden and unexpected loss like this.

It has only been a month and you are still in disbelief so it is important you seek support for this and get to talk about it with others who have also had this experience. Joining a support group is important, you need to know you are not alone and you need to be able to mourn this with others who share the same challenge.

Most people that suffer a loss like this get very lonely once the funeral is over and the dust settles. It is very important you have some therapy and support with this while you adjust and work towards accepting and learning how to move forward in your life, this is no easy task so support is a must.

(((Caring Hugs)))
OE