Embrace yourself and your responsibility to yourself to get help. Don't end up like be: no teeth, can't chew with the lousy dentures, can't talk right, and I'm constantly, incessantly chewing on my mouth. The purging has stopped. That's the MOST important thing. I still have the disorder but the purging has stopped. Do it for yourself before you do lasting damage. The love of a man moved me past the purging behavior. I couldn't be that way for him.