Find help. OA can help as a start. If you can, let someone you love into your life and try to stop for their faith in you. Please don't end up like me. What's happening to you is very very serious. Because of my eating disorder and my bi-polar meds I lost my teeth. Now I can't chew, can't talk right, don't look right, and me face is distorted by my incessant chewing on my mouth and dentures. Find help to stop. I did, but too late. You can do it now.