Note: This post could come off as sad, but i'm really not in a sad mood and mean it more as a conversational piece than an advice request.

Or is it "easy" for "normal" people? Like, I don't even mean the chaos that ensues on the journey of life from being around other people. I mean, life in general. Day to day with yourself?

Like, if I want to heat something up - the microwave plate has to be off track and needs adjusting. Or if I'm in a hurry - I can't find my keys; or I had them all along. If I want to put the mail on the table, I drop a letter or two on the way. If i'm stirring up a pot of water, some has to splash on the stove.

I mean, I know these are all minute things that make little to no impact on our future but I mean - is it just me or is this life? I don't know. I find that when I have to like bend over an extra long way to pick up something that keeps moving further and further out of reach i'm just naturally like "ugh. I'm so tired of life." It just seems like nothing can ever come easy. Ever. I'm really starting to believe Murphy's law that "Anything that can go wrong; will go wrong." And I totally get that it has a lot to do with how we react but I mean - can't life just give us a break and not give us something to react to all the time?? Or is my, and the people around me's, life just like this? And if this is global...why is life so cruel? It's like continuously poking at a sore spot on someones arm just for the heck of it; just to be a playful. Even that can get annoying after a while.

I know, random topic just one of those things I found myself thinking lol. I know i'm a weirdo.