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Originally Posted by anothercliché
I'm sorry, but that's not how my brain works. I can't pick something up that I know I won't be good at, because I know I won't be good at it. Am I clear or is that confusing?
I'm not good with other people any more. I used to be alright when I wasn't acting like a total weirdo but recently I've subconviously avoided other people. With full sincerity I'd like to help them but they are always judging me, which makes me steer away from them. The only people I get along well with were my close friends (even though they judge me) for reasons unknown to me, my cousins because they are (sorry) kind of dumb and by comparison think I'm smart and witty despite my obvious idiocy, and my little brother because he looks up to me (again, for unknown reasons).
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I'm not sure how this could be true otherwise how would you function at all? We can't be good at everything in life, to suggest otherwise is self defeating. Maybe that's your problem. Do you think maybe you don't really want to move on? I mean you may not be thrilled with life as it is right now but if you don't have much responsibility or urgent need to do better i can see why change might not feel essential. I wonder how you expect us to reply to your thoughts - if nothing can be done about your current situation because you can't fail at anything, that doesn't really leave you with any options but to continue with life as it is now (presuming you can't fail at therapy).