Well, I saw my friend for the weekend and everything went fine.

This was good, because I feel more confident that my friend was probably never trying to date rape me or brainwash me or harm me or anything else. Now I can be more certain that things I remembered didn't actually happen the way I remembered. I hope I can finally put all those weird memories behind me.

I wonder if I should try to understand why I had a breakdown or just forget the experience?