Zinco,

I know exactly how you feel. I could not imagine ever getting off klonopin, did not plan to. I know that it is the only thing that helps your anxiety.

Now, if I ever did start back taking it, even small amounts I fear that I would go right back to where I was with the suicidal ideations all the time. I am not happy now but feel I can keep myself from attempting suicide again. I did it several times.

I am just at the point where it would take staying on it to keep a level of calm. I keep hoping that the healing that I have been promised will happen truly does happen soon!

Definitely I could not risk going back on it and then have to change doctors and get yanked off of it again and go through hell again. I could never, never, NEVER risk that!!!