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Originally Posted by Robot Jones
Usually I try to find someone who relates. Some will say they actually can*. I've yet to find someone who understands and actually relates though. I'm ashamed of myself for trying to relate with others. There is nothing to relate with.
I am not human.
I've stopped trying to fool myself. Sure I can say we are alike but it always ends up not being the case. Not to be mean but I am just tired of people saying they relate and understand yet not-
We aren't alike at all.
You won't find comfort from others.
Welcome to the forum
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I'm not entirely sure how to respond or if i should respond. I'm not sure if you want me to...but I will try. Can I ask why you feel you are not human?
As for relating, I suspect we all think we understand one another but not one of us experiences identical thoughts, feelings, dark moments or fear of others. We are all different yet I'm sure we can relate.
With regards to finding comfort...who knows...I have never been on such a forum so I have no idea what will give me comfort. I know I am alone in the dark all the time. Comfort is seldom felt in my life. Relating to those around me happens rarely but I keep plotting forward, even on those days I think of death, dying and ending my pain.
My constant paranoid feelings of others not liking me, talking about me behind my back, finding fault with everything that I do feels like more than a MDD side effect. I can put on a good show but inside it hurts more than anyone knows. We could be in completely different head spaces but I will listen if you need to spill.....