I think I am about to be a train wreck again becuz of not sleeping. I was asleep at 8:30 last night, awake at 12am, and every 2 hours since. This has been going on for weeks. Pdoc is aware, appt. on Friday. Terrified of train wreck coming if I do not get some real consistent sleep.

I am very sensitive to meds. Only taking 50 mg topriamate, 10 mg Lexapro, 75 mg trazadone, 3 mg Abilify. Just Dx in Sep and started trying find right meds. Seroquel not for me, I sleep but do not ever wake up enough to function on so low a dose not worth pursuing. Was in black hole depression. Lexapro and trazadone yanked me out into full blown manic but with a "filter" on my mouth, brain, etc. for the first time in my life.

I have got to sleep. Any suggestions!?