Or is it just impossible to go a day without bothering people...I can go all day and then word something wrong to like my brother or something and then I get to feel stupid/embarrassed ect because I came off 'passive aggressive' by accidentally not wording something perfectly clear...or its always some little way I've screwed up trying to communicate. A lot of times I try to say something or ask something and people think I am trying to do this, or be that way ect and end up way off.

So I don't know just sick of bothering people, sick of getting almost to the end of a day and thinking 'oh good I haven't bothered anyone today' and boom...somethings gotta happen, I wonder why the f*** I even talk or say anything or try to meet people if I am just going to piss everyone off and never even know why and then not get it when people try to explain what was wrong with my wording or whatever...so then I get to feel like even more of an idiot. I actually had plans today just now feeling really self concious so not sure I want to follow through with those plans...don't need to set myself up for rejection and all that.