I should be glad that I have a session this afternoon. After all, it's what I've been waiting for. Instead I find myself dreading it knowing it will only be 50 minutes and then another week to wait.
I'm also in this weird state of being able to recognize my transference reactions about half the time. So, while I know what I really need from her, I also know where it's coming from and feel childish for bringing it up. It would almost be easier to be back in the fog. I'm worried I'll be even more guarded now knowing how irrational my feelings are.
Has anyone else felt this way (either situation)?