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Originally Posted by seraphic
Thanks, everyone who responded.
I'm also wondering whether it's normal (or if not normal, at least something that happens at all) to feel really grossed out with yourself and/or your body after masturbating? After the orgasm comes I have maybe a few seconds of feeling nice, and then on good days I start feeling neutral/disconnected from my body, and on bad ones I feel upset and disgusted. It seems like something is wrong with me but I don't know what it is or why.
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All the time. Each and every time, in fact. I am racked by feelings of disgust and guilt, and those are the nicest things I feel. Which sucks really, because I feel compelled to masturbate a lot. This means I am biologically hard-wired to want to do something that I know is going to make me feel absolutely terrible.