WhyYes, I've been there. Childish feelings in therapy are nothing to be ashamed of. They're normal for many of us and your T can help you accept them. I know what you mean about looking forward to the session. It's a kind of high, and then afterwards you feel a low. Used to happen to me all the time. Somehow, I can "hold" onto her between sessions now.

It will help if you try not be guarded with your T. It's her job to help you with any and all of your feelings. I hope your session goes well.