I love the idea of a disclaimer, ManOfConstantSorrow. I know it's immature, and I'm actually a very mature person... I don't swear or drink or smoke or anything... I keep myself together in public, even when it's hard and require dissociation. But yes, deep down, I am very hurt. And I am seeing a psychiatrist and psychologist. We're working out my medication, now, and I have a feeling we'll be changing my medication, yet again... I think I will actually put a disclaimer on my diary. I never thought of that... And I know it won't help. In fact, this person being hurt would completely destroy me, because I love him... Yeah; I love him, I think... And I kind of hate that. :/ But whatever. I really, really, really like this guy and would never purposely hurt him. But still. Sometimes, it's just so frustrating.