I didn't build this life but at 5 I said bye bye im going to heaven now.... And since then, I've always preferred the thought of being dead. I've found, that we may have a purpose bigger than ourselves, and our experience may be passed to someone in the future. Who knows? But if you try to end it, and it's not your time, you can really do some physical and mental damage to your body that you have to live w/ the rest of your life.