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Originally Posted by ifst5
My experience has been pretty much the same as yours. Health professionals know that i self harm quite badly but as i'm also completely disinterested in what i'm doing to myself, so by extension, are they.
Why are you asking this though if you don't really care? Are you perhaps more worried about where this is heading than you originally thought? It's ok to want to be cared for. And quite frankly your health care providers should want to help you should you require such help. That's their job.
I hope you have somewhere to turn too should you feel increasingly at risk.
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Thanks for asking this because at first I wasn't completely sure. And yet I knew there must be a reason and so I was thinking about it. I guess I want them to know that I am getting worse and that I have been increasing in SH. But I don't want to tell them. I don't want them to ask, but I feel like they need to.
Everyone keeps saying how well I am doing. But I don't feel they have a decent sense of the turmoil that is still very existent on a daily basis.