how ever bad things seem, theirs always a way out sometimes you just need a friend to help you see the light if you feel you have no skills, then why not try and develop some? maybee try volunteering or seeing if their are any college courses available? theirs always a way forward, sometimes depression lies and makes us feel worthless, when really were not. mental illness is evil because its hard to trust yourself. but know that you shape your life, you make the decisions if your not happy with it look for a way to make it better because we only live once and once this life is over, thats it theirs no way back. so make the most of what you have im sure if you looked at things harder or thought it over with a friend, you will see your worth more than your depression is allowing you to see. if you need to talk to anyone i am here