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Originally Posted by Disorder7
I don't know if that's mixed or rapid cycling, either, but it sounds awful.
When I'm depressed I have absolutely no energy. I want to die, but I barely have the energy to get out of bed or eat, so suicide is not really on the agenda.
I hate being like this, too. It's very embarrassing at times to think about things I've done.
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Occasionally once in a great while I do fall in a deep longer lasting depression just as you describe. Thankfully I can go years in between. But depression is never far for me. I can fall in a hole at any time. Even distracted I can fall in to it. Generally it's brief or at most days or weeks, usually just minutes to hours. It's embarrassing for me too. And also hurtful. I hate nothing worse then exploding on my children! I love them more then any thing.