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Old Oct 14, 2014, 03:58 AM
anothercliché anothercliché is offline
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I'm not entirely sure if this is the proper subforum to post this, but it seems the most appropriate on first glance. If I'm wrong I do apologize and I will not be offended if it is moved or deleted.

A problem I have consistently is that I get the feeling that I've cheated life, that I was born into a life that I didn't deserve. So many people could've been born into my shoes. People with determination, people with ambition, people with vision, people with talent, and so forth. Instead I'm me. I was born into an upper middle class family to stable loving parents and surrounded by a network of people who were always willing to help me. I could've been the next Napoleon, the next Kubrik, the next Hawkings. Instead I saw all of the gifts life showered on me from the start, gifts that BILLIONS of people would sacrafice anything for, and I used it to wipe my rear. I cheated life, I got what I didn't D. I should have been born to scroungers, to vagabonds, to starving paupers in a far flung land, to parents who loathed me and were openly disgusted by my existence. Instead I was given so much and wasted it all, and I feel overwhelmingly guilty about squandering all of my potential and allowing what could've been the start of something beautiful to turn into... well, me. I again realize this is a rant and not an actual question, and for that I'm sorry. What are your thoughts?