Hi all.

I haven't been around much. Things seem to be going really well. I'm in a fairly new relationship and my symptoms seem to have gone away but are now back. Ups and downs, suicidal at times, no interest in anything, quiet, don't really have much to say to anyone.

I guess in my mind I really thought that this relationship would "cure" me but I guess not.

I'm very discouraged once again. So tired of the battle and trying to pretend everything's great.