I was trying to post, needing to, but never mind. I am too afraid to reach out or say anything and too far away from myself to make sense or even warrant such right to. And I cannot seem to put words together, and I am not sure it even matters or would be important. I just feel lost, and as far away from this world and place than ever before. I'm sorry. I was going to try, but I am losing my thoughts just as fast as they appear. I really needed and wanted to reach out and just try to connect to someone, anyone...............