I am scared for You.
What's your bottom line with him? Do you even have any boundaries with him?
As far as I'm concerned he has already crossed over many lines with his violence.
It sounds like, you may already be lost in the addictive cycle of his obsessive behavior.
I personally feel he is without a doubt using you. You are quite the catch. House, professional & he knows you're into him.
If he could live off you, when no one better is around, he will. Guaranteed, girlfriend, he will make your life miserable.
You are worth so much more!
Your lack of self worth & self-esteem draws him to you.
He knows he can take advantage of you whenever he wants.
Your story makes my blood run cold.
I do care about what will happen to you.
That's just me.
*big warm friendship hug*