((Zenobia)); they u. I am really sorry to hear this. I feel the same way. It makes us wonder when things will get better or if they will always come and slap us in the face. I think what is most frustrating; we work hard and climb the "ladder", we are doing good; then bang we fall so hard that the ladder looks more like a beanstalk that never ends. I hear u dear and I hope u feel better soon. Please keep writing, I am here for u and I know others are here for us too.
Hang in there!!

justy