Since I have not slept well at all for 19 months, I now have some serious symptoms of heart disease. Even was sent to a cardiologist, but as symptoms often do, they went away for awhile. Now they are back. This is really scaring me because there is nothing that I can take for insomnia that doesn't make me feel like a zombie in walking dead.

Not even benadryl, the last time I took that I felt super 'crazy' and still could not rest because of the side effects. I fall asleep sitting up at my computer all the time because of it. The effects of long term chronic sleep loss are frightening and dangerous!

Not feeling very positive about it all right now, I sort of expected that this whole thing would be what does me in. I am not quite 60 yet, seems too young to die but that is another long subject. Somethings gotta give though! Wah...