EV, I understand. But hang in there...dont run away..i know its hard....im a runner awayer too...just becasue your T doesnt hug you doesnt mean she doesnt care about you..

It sounds like youve been talking a lot lately, so of course you need some encouragement and empathy. I think you should tell her...after I disclose stuff or get bordrline on my T always feel weird and i need reassurance. and probably no matter how muchhe gives me it wont be enough but its nice when he tries. but sometimes I have to ask.

Give it a shot. say something. you can always run later. but try first....

Im not your T, but ((((EV)))))))