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withit said:
I am so afraid to ask for what I want cuz I fear she will say shoo and I hate myself for wanting something so specific, a specific kind of response. ...I must be bad for wanting something so bad.

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I'm so sorry for your pain, withit!!! I truely understand because it sounds like it could be written from my heart.