So I have been off of work for one week now on fmla. My depression has gotten so bad that I am starting to have suicidal thoughts and planning things for when I am not here. I am not planning my suicide, but I can feel the slow deliberate plummet down hill.

My doc changed my med's last week and told me she would be gone this week. Ok then I am starting to feel much worse so I call the number that she suggested and do there intake quiz and I don't qualify for services??????

What! I asked how do I qualify for services? Why can't I get help before I reach rock bottom??

Any suggestions on what to next? Besides going to the ER?