don't usually come to this forum..... my own inner triggers..

anyway, I noticed your post EV... so sorry you are having a hard time.... can you hold on until you see your T.? This is just me-- but I'd use hospital as the VERY last resort....(struggle with trust issues though, so it may be just me...??) maybe you could call your T. in the morning?? Just to let her know how you're feeling?

Thinking of you--- EV--

mandy