wow so should i be worried if mine is 110? yikes! Geez it seems like the only thing i can do to keep my count up anymore is to eat this 1/2 lb chocolate bar that i can never stop myself from devouring. It's around 1000 calories for the whole thing! I ate that tonight, and i feel SO sick now. I hate the repetition that never stops and the fact that i can't beat it.

Maybe we just want people to care so we dont feel alone, but not to care in a way that impedes our actions. Perhaps our search is for passive love, when people care when we want them to but also back off and never oppose.