I am in a depression right now, over 4 months of hell. I am normally a really good employee and I do a great job. Now I can barely get through work when I actually show up. I am calling in sick all the time and I cant focus when I am there. I don't talk to my co-workers and I isolate. I try to find places to hide so no one will see me cry. I don't want to end up on disability but I am so afraid I will loose my job for calling in sick all the time. Does anyone have any advice on how to hold down a job while deeply depressed?