Is your wife pretty understanding about your BP disorder and not working? I don't know how to bring this up to my wife because she has always thought of me as this high functioning person because I met her when I was really good. She has never seen me like this and I try to hide it from her as much as I can. I won't shower all day and cry non stop until its time for her to come home. Then I put on makeup and try and act like my "normal" self. I am so worried she will leave if she really knew how I can be.