thanks

I feel so stupid. Arrogant in the belief that they care. Ignorant in the naivety that people can and will in fact change.

This raises the question for me - can people change? Yes, they can mature and start to consider others emotions, but I mean really change into what you want.

And why, if we want different things, do they bother to continue to torment me? Is it a sick pleasure they gain, or do they want to hurt me intentionally.

Is this just a lack of maturity? If I felt so strongly, and they do not. Why not just admit it, grow up and say so, diplomatically.

Hell, we have all had to gently let someone down before. No, instead childish games, they insist they are done with, seem to be on the menu.

I feel that if I really was wrong, and that they cannot change, then I have lost hope in human kind. I have great family and friends, but I have never encountered someone, with so little humanity, for human frailty.

If they stay away and I stay away. The outcome is positive. It is when they appear to be bored, and reappear, that everything fall apart.

please X, just stay away. Let me move on and be happy. For without you, I am certainly just that.

thanks