I've lost 3 jobs due to this mental illness.

Last one was a month ago when I'd been going through a slight depressive phase and didn't know my thyroid was no longer functioning. I was constantly tired, sometimes in tears and probably not concentrating very well.

My employer knew about my bp because I disclosed it last year. Bad bad bad mistake.

I received a letter of performance and conduct concerns and had to respond to the accusations.

I left before any of that happened. Some of the allegations were just so far stretched and distorted it was an absolute joke. It was clear to me they really didn't "want" me there because I was probably viewed as too much of a hassle. So I don't know exactly when I'll be working again because I'm pretty much not going to get a good reference from them. Urggghhhh. I was there for 3 years.

Seeing a new psychiatrist who has changed my meds. Let's hope that works because I'm not out of the black hole just yet!