Symptoms of my mental problems make me feel weak and ashamed, hence I take drugs...just not always the drugs the 'system' would like me to take like prozac or zyprexa and a number of others that don't do crap for me. Then the ones that do help seem to be under threat because 'benzos are addictive so no valium for your panic attacks/flasbacks to help calm you' but luckily I still have that prescirbed.