i ignore my family so much to me they dont exist
then suddenly they call
i crush them by not sayin i love u back
i crush them by not seeing them
by not calling them
going mnths without a word
they make me feel so so bad
that everything is my fault
when i know its not
and its on repeat in my head
all because they cant handle it
well what about me
i suffer this all alone here
none of them thought of me
their younger sister
their daughter
their granddaughter
what about me
well if im not worth anything
to the ppl im spose to mean the most too
then why do i bother
seriously
with friends leaving the country
the friends ive known the longest
who i chose to be my family
they leave and im all alone
what happens then
i have no one that cares
no one right here beside me
all alone