Just have to vent so it's out I am still f%*#*ing angry , raging inside... At the same time my heart hurts and I feel hopeless to fix any of it .. At least when my quote normal depression the constant void and not caring about anything, no energy to do anything flat out on my back with a few crying spells is familiar normal to me..

I don't even know who the hell I am right now or what do with rage and anger... Cause none of what I could do is productive it's so filled with hate of everything this rage. I feel like I could just explode