I've been seeing a T now for over a year. I also see a Pdoc for meds. I am so attached to my T. I come from an abusive family and marriage. I'm all alone now. Talking to my T just makes me feel so good.

I couple of weeks ago it came up how eventually I would be terminated from therapy. He feels it's unethical to keep someone on forever. I want it to be my decision. Even if I only see him once a month, at least I know he's there for me.

I didn't go to work all week last week because of this. I saw my T yesterday and told him how I felt. He thinks it's because he's the first person I trusted and opened up to. He's been pushing me to make other relationships which I started doing. I felt so good after talking to him, then about 5 hours later it hit me again. It's now coming in waves. I can't stop crying about this.

I just feel my world is going to fall apart if I don't see him. I'll go back to my old behaviors without him. I would love to cut now, but because of him I won't. I don't know when he will term me. He says he's not cutting me off now. I just can't get this out of my head that eventually this will be over..
I'll be seeing my Pdoc tomorrow and talk to him about it, but he's there for meds, not counseling.

I don't know how to get over this.

So Depressed I can't move.