Okay, here it is. I got the details; I get primary care of the kids; permanetly. It will be joint custody. I will get support and MY DIVORCE. I spoke to my t. They feel I do need to be put in the hospital. Just to get things straigtened out. Which will be meds, eating disorder, sleep difficulties, etc. They want a 2 week stay to get everything put in place and for me to get my emotions on an even or stable route. So this is whats happening. I will be hospitalized most likely by the end of today. We will deal with these things. Tomorrow my t and I are meeting with my ex and his lawyer to look over the papers; (my doc will give me a pass to do this). Then I will take them to a lawyer (minimal fees); if everything looks good, it will be signed.
So I got everything here. I am getting help and getting what my heart has desired for so long; MY BABIES.
I am excited but yet very tired. I will go and get the help I need and have so much to hold on to. So in about 2-4 weeks; my kids will be where they belong. WITH A HEALTY MOM IN A STABLE HOME!!!!!!!!!

Thanks so much all of u; this is a dream come true.

justy