Thanks guys. To answer a few of your questions yes I do have a supportive family tho I don't have any friends. The aggression was present when I was on quitiepine but the delusions weren't I stopped that drug last year as it stopped working and I needed it upped every couple of months.

A little update on today tho is that I left work after only three hours because yesterday triggered a down phase I feel really quite down. I can't function today I just feel really disappointed. I knew I wasn't going to be able to come off my meds I did but at the same time I really want to. I know I feel fine at the moment because of the drugs but I had hopped things had change.