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Oh, wow, for someone who says she's manic/jumping around it sounds like a really really great session!

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Well I didn't add the parts in which we were talking and the normal noise of city traffic was taking place downstairs... horns beeping, people yelling, etc... and in mid-sentence, I would stop, glare out the window, get all riled up, and say to T, "They better hope I don't go down there!" I had already told him of my irritable road-rage on the way there, so he said, "Well maybe they should be afraid because apparently there are people laying all over Broad Street!"

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So, have you figured out how you're going to get your TV, er, meds stablized and doing their thing?

{{{pinksoil}}}

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Thanks for speaking my language. I am trying really hard. What T said about the meds really resonated with me. His reassurance was powerful. His understanding, amazing. My unconscious wishes to **** around with my meds? Always there. I did take them last night before bed. I'm trying hard, before each dose, to picture him, and to think about what he said. If I am able to do that, and I take the meds, is that a connection? Have I been able to stay connected, at least in this instance?