I would tell my girlfriend to run! Nobody deserves some of the things I have heard and had to deal with, so I'm not sure what I am even questioning.

I don't think I have ever felt what a normal relationship feels like, so when there isn't that drama or worry or ups and downs, I get "bored" or it doesn't feel right. When I have a loving attentive guy who has good intentions, I tend to not feel that passion/chemistry/spark that I felt with this ex. I'm scared I have lost sense of what is a good relationship, or how being in a healthy relationship should feel, or how to be treated. I'll get there though, thanks everyone!