Shakey huge ((((hugs)))) I'm so sorry to hear about this. I have been involved in 3 violent relationships, and getting out is the hardest part. Once it's over, and you are separate, and safe NOTHING seems impossible! Is there a Sister Care where you live? Here in my state they have group counseling, housing assistance, emergency shelter, legal aid, all sorts of help for battered women. Please reach out to us whenever you need to! I won't judge you, I promise.

Oh, and as for the old Sex-And-Make-Up Ploy, been there done that. He's likely to add Rapist to his title if you refuse it. They can't admit they are wrong or say they are sorry, but they think if we let them have sex with us, we are over it. I'm so so sorry!!