when I was young I think I had two visions of myself. one was a realistic view. that is I imagined I would be living in a small apartment with no friends and no life what so ever I might work at a fast food place or something like that.
then I would have a vision of myself as a great artist that would be working for Disney or doing my own thing. maybe traveling, painting everywhere I go.
I never thought I've ever be married (mostly because I never wanted to get married) and I never thought I would be too ill to have a job, but I do live in an apartment with no life or friends. so I think I was mostly correct on that.