and i really don't know what to do
she was fine until the end of last summer. in august/september, there was a massive "mosher" vs "ned" war amoungst teenagers in my stupid little town. (moshers being us punks skaters emos metalheads goths and any combination of them all. and the neds all being tracksuit wearing and dance music listening). the neds came after us in massive groups with knives and chains and all that crap. and we all ran. thankfully no one was seriously hurt that night. but caeleigh was more scared about coming out than the rest of us. but she did still come out. but after she seen me get beat up, she stopped coming out. and she's only been out a few times since. she goes to school and she comes out during the day but apart from that, she just panics. i tried helping her, but because i still went out almost every night, we drifted apart. which i feel REALLY bad for now coz the people i was drifting to were the ones that caused me to believe she was making it up coz she didn't wanna be out with us anymore, and the ones who have just stabbed me in the back. the other week i managed to get her out twice, but the weekend came and she didn't come out coz that's when the neds would come coz they would be drunk. i thought fair enough, at least she's out during the week, that's a start. but she's not been out since. i don't know what to do anymore. i feel like i've tried everything. please help me, i hate seeing her like this

-steph
xxx