Ok and this is why I am a ****: Now I'm thinking... ok, I've connected a bit. Great. A connection. Wonderful. Now how can I **** this up?

ALL I DID WAS TAKE THE CORRECT DOSE OF THE MEDICATION ONCE, AND I'M ALREADY TERRIFIED.

I'm terrified that I am going to stabilize and he's going to terminate me.

All I do is wish to stay connected. Now I have found a bit of a connection, and I want to run the other way.

I am also fearful that I am going to lose myself.

How does he put up with me? How?