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Originally Posted by easygoing54
To everyone reading this I just want to say when I said I wanted to die was just a poor choice of words for how bad I feel. I have been fighting this for the last 5 years. Physical therapy tens unit shots in my back. I would just like to be able to sleep normally and at least not end up in a wheelchair. My legs have been getting weaker every year. Thanks for listening...Gary��
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Hi again I'm not going to lie I think about this everyday it's just too much most days but then you may have an hour, a day, a few days when thongs are bareable and you look around at what you have and how lucky you are.
I think it's a constant battle yes it's a physical condition but mentally well that's another story, the guilt, the anger and the depression can all pile up.
Your not alone its over ten years for me now and so many of us are in the same position.
Take care
J