Yes, same here. Repressed it for a really, really long time (a couple of years, at least) and have now been in a severe depression for 8 months and having a really tough time pulling myself up. You are allowed to be depressed no matter what your situation is in life, no matter what you do or don't have to be thankful for. I have to tell myself that ALL the time. I agree with Clara22 - "it does not matter the 'objective' size of your depression in the external world." Easier to say it than really internalize it, but keep reminding yourself of that, and I hope you are able to get some good help with it sooner rather than later.